I thought I loved you, but it was just how you looked in the light...

I found the prom dress I want, but it can only be purchased in Cincinati, Ohio, sooooooo if anyone would like to drive me there it would be greatly appreciated. Thanks :)

The ACT is HARD. Or I'm stupid. Could be either, really.

If anyone talks to Ryan Varhola soon, ask him to talk to you in Present Preterite. Its the funniest thing in the world.

Our school is giving blood this year on Valentines day. How appropriate.

"We take sour sips
From life's lush lips
We shake shake shake the hips
In relationships
Stop by this disaster town
You'll put your eyes to the sun and say "I know"
You're only blinding to keep back what the clouds are hiding
And we might have started singing just a little too soon
We're throwing the stones in a glass room

Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming

We keep the beat,
With your blistered feet
We bullet the words at the mockingbirds, singing
Slept through the weekend
And dream
Sinking with the melody of the kiss of eternity
Your pulse comes from a pharmacist, saying "how you been"?
We might have said goodbyes just a little soon
(somehow this disaster town)
Our beliefs of kissing beats over this room

Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming
Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming

It was ice cream headaches and sweet avalanche
when the pearls in our shells came out to dance
This is what you get for abusing sweet love
Take off your clothes, it hurts just right
Whatever happens I'm okay,
Diving into knives don't cut me
Think you could find time to call me when you get home?
Take your life apart, find yourself with love

Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming
Whoa ah oh it's a miserable story
Whoa ah oh far from the genuine becoming"     -Carpal Tunnel of Love

In the end all the things you did are just the things you've done...

Hmmm...A little recap of the past ...mothes, I guess.

I got my hair cut.

My sister is going to have a baby :)

Mid-terms are over, half the years down.

The shrine I made in Sarah's locker has gotten very much so larger.

I read the best book, Invisible Monsters.

Heard some really good new music.

The rest of the world has FINALLY found out about the beauty that is Augustana.

I learned how to and have become good at editing pictures.

"The sun came up with no conclusions
Flowers sleeping in their beds
The city's cemetery's humming
I'm wide awake, it's morning
And I have my drugs, I have my woman
They keep away my loneliness
My parents, they have their religion
But sleep in separate houses

I read the body count out of the paper
And now it's written all over my face
And no one ever plans to sleep out in the gutter
But sometimes that's just the most comfortable place

So I'm singing, drinking, breathing, writing
Everyday I'm on the clock
My mind races with all my longings
But can't keep up with what I got

So I hope I don't sound too ungrateful
What history gave modern men
A telephone to talk to strangers
Machine guns and a camera lens

So when you're asked to fight a war that's over nothing
You know it's best to join the side that's gonna win
And no one's sure how all of this got started
But we're gonna make 'em God damn certain how it's gonna end

Well I could have been a famous singer
If I had someone else's voice
But failures always sounded better
Let's fuck it up, boys, make some noise

The sun came up with no conclusions
Flowers sleeping in their beds
The city's cemetery's humming
I'm wide awake, it's morning" - Bright Eyes

Maybe, I will update more often form now on?

Coy Smiles and Secretive Glances will get you nowhere...

Oh boy. I haven't updated in a very long time. Hmm...Well a lot has happened.

My sister got married. The wedding was soo pretty and went super! I've had many all nighters. Snuck little Hrink around about a billion times. Crept around in the wee hours and vadilized. Took on Wal-Mart in the earliest of the am. Visited the coppers, and made friends with a few.....Discovered that I was an artisitic genius and basically that it must be my calling...visited the city of Athens...it was fantastic...I'm in love with it. Made up thousands of funny scenerios and reanacted hundreds of funny times...Blew a tire and had to be resucued by Mr. Nathan Hrinko himself. Stayed an entire week alone at my house...and did nothing more than watch t.v. and sleep...Had an National Honors Society interveiw and bombed it beautifully. I joined Service Club for college purpposes only...not becuase I enjoy helping others.Realized that chemistry is not and never will be my friend....Loved and lost...yadda yadda.....you all know.

The Choir Variety Show is Thursday! Everyone should come....It's going to be amazingly good this year...no lie:):):)

Currently Listening Phobia By Breaking Benjamin see related

I like this one cousin of mine a lot.....she is pretty great. She always finds it nessicary to blame this one girl for everything bad that ever happens to me...I mean  we both know its not her fault, but it always makes us feel so much better. Well, I mean a couple of times it was her fault, but it wasn't this time, and I know that. BUT I won't say I'm sorry. We're ok, though. The both of us. I am mad though....and probably will be for awhile. Not at what I should be mad at. It's probably the opposite of what I should care about....but the point is I do care, and it will probably never be the same. On the other hand, I don't care as much I probably should...as much as I did all the other times...I think maybe it was different in an odd sense.

Well.

Sing it for me, I can't erase the stupid things I say. You're better than me.
I struggle just to find a
better way.

[Chorus]
So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars. I'll be home tonight,
take a breath and softly
say goodbye. The lonely road, the one that I should try to walk alone.
I'll be home tonight, take a
breath and softly say goodbye.

You're running like me. Keep moving on until forever ends. Don't try to fight me.
The beauty queen has
lost her crown again.

[Chorus]
So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars. I'll be home tonight,
take a breath and softly
say goodbye. The lonely road, the one that I should try to walk alone.
I'll be home tonight, take a
breath and softly say goodbye.

Goodbye.

So why are you so eager to betray, pick the peices up, pick the pieces up.

So why are you the one that walks away, pick the peices up, pick the pieces up.

[Chorus]
So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars. I'll be home tonight,
take a breath and softly
say goodbye. The lonely road, the one that I should try to walk alone.
I'll be home tonight, take a
breath and softly say goodbye.

Just take a breath and softly say goodbye.   - Breaking Benjamin